I hear the flower’s kinda crying loud
The breeze’s sound in sad
Oh no
Tell me when did we become,
So cold and empty inside
Lost a way long time ago
Did we really turn out blind
We don’t see that we keep hurting each other no
All we do is just fight

Now we share the same bright sun,
The same round moon
Why don’t we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought

Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we have left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let’s pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

Children seem like they’ve lost their smile
On the new blooded playgrounds
Oh no
How could we ignore , heartbreaking crying sounds
And we’re still going on
Like nobody really cares
And we just stopped feeling all the pain because
Like it’s a daily basic affair

Now we share the same bright sun,
The same round moon
Why don’t we share the same love
Tell me why not
Life is shorter than most have thought

Hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what we have left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let’s pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

No matter how far I might be
I’m always gonne be your neighbor
There’s only one small planet where to be
So I’m always gonna be your neighbor
We cannot hide, we can’t deny
That we’re always gonna be neighbors
You’re neighbor, my neighbor
We’re neighbors

So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what have left behind

So hold my hand
There are many ways to do it right
Hold my hand
Turn around and see what have left behind
Hold my hand my friend
We can save the good spirit of me and you
For another chance
And let’s pray for a beautiful world
A beautiful world I share with you

open your eyes..

Look around yourself can u see this wonder spreading from the view.. The clouds floating by , the skies are clear in blue.. Planet in their orbit, the moon and the sun.. Such perfect harmony.. Let’s stop questioning our self isn’t this prove enough for us or are we so blind to push it all aside.. No!! We just have to open our eyes, our hearts and mind.. If we just look right to see the sign, we can’t keep hiding from the truth let it take us by surprise..Take us in the best way, guide us every single day.. Keep us close to u until the end of time..

Look inside yourself.. Such a perfect order hiding in yourself, running in your vain.. What about anger, love and pain? And all the thing you feeling? can u touch them with your hand? Are they really there?

Allah, u created everything, we belong to u.. Ya RAAB i raise my hand, forever I thank you.. Alhamdulillah..

damaikan hati kami..

Today, 09/08/10.. masa seakan pantas meninggalkan aku.. aku yang sekarangxtahu kemana arah tuju.. yes, im independent tp bukan semua yang kita boleh lalui seorang diri.. pastinya ada lelaki yang menjaga kita se-indipendent mana pn kita.. we still need men.. aku fikir kalau la satu hari, tayar kereta aku pancit, siapa nk tolong? Apa2 hal, sapa nk tolong? Separuh jiwa ku telah pergi.. Yes now I realize, bila kita jumpa org yang sayang kita, jangan la cuba mencari yang lebih baik tp cubalah jadi yang terbaik.. Bulan puasa akan menjelma beberapa hari lg.. semakin sunyi dan kosong aku rasakan.. aku yang kau lihat berdiri dihadapan mu sebenarnya lemah dan ingin rebah.. entah dimana silapnya tapi yang pastinya segala yang berlaku berpunca dari aku yang x sabar diketika itu.. entahlah.. aku menyesali segalanya tp mampukah aku ubah keadaan seperti sediakala? Kau lihat aku dengan mata kasar mu, aku tenang, gembira, ceria tiada duka tp setiap malam aku tidur dalam tangisan yang amat memedihkan.. ya tuhan, kau damaikan la hati hamba mu ini..Elakkan la persengketaan Ya ALLAH..

kene tempuh jugak!!

dari dolu2 hingga sekarang, aku keep thinking of how my life would be? how my future would be? xsabar rasa nye nk keje n realisasikan semua plan2 yang aku pikirkan.. tp tah kenapa halangan demi halangan datang menerpa.. dugaan demi dugaan.. kini aku di duga lagi.. aku yang semakin hari ingin menjadi yang terbaik utk dia.. bertepuk sebelah tangan xkan berbunyi.. dulu, impian demi impian kami lakarkan cuma masa yang belum sampai utk kami lakukan apa yang dihajatkan.. tp kini setiba di persimpangan yang merumitkan, aku bingung mana hendak aku teruskan perjalanan.. sedangkan tangan yang memimpinku perlahan2 genggamannya dileraikan.. apa yang aku perlu lakukan Ya Allah? dugaan yang Engkau beri ini aku terima Ya Allah.. akan aku lalui utk mematangkan diri ku.. tp mampukah aku melunturkan walau sedikit ego lelaki ini? kau juga pernah elakukan kesilapan yang Maha menguji kesabaran dan kekuatan iman ku.. tp aku cuba terima dan berharap agar suatu hari nanti kau akan sedar.. aku berserah segalanya pada mu Ya Allah..

kegersangan pemikiran hati..

sekarang aku di depan PC..
dalam opis..
sambil nk menenangkan fikiran yang serabut..

bukan banyak kerja..
tp pk ps depan aku yang entah apa agaknya..

minggu2 terakhir aku di sini aku rasakan pantas berlalu..
walaupun pada awalnya aku agak terkejut dengan keadaan sekeliling..
tp kini aku mula menyukainya..

orang2 di sini baik2 belaka..
aku rasa bagai adik bongsu mereka..
ahhhh...
x sampai sebulan aku akan pergi..
entah bila akan kembali..

tp kehidupan masa hadapan lebih penting..
aku ingin buang segala kenangan pahit yang menghantui aku..

kau masih menjadi pelakon utama dalam mimpi2 ku!!
kau!! lelaki yang xsepatutnya aku ingat lg kerna segalanya amat perit!!
tp kenapa??
sepanjang aku degree aku sanggup buat apa saja asalkan x bertembung dengan kau!!!
bila jauh aku rasa lega.. tenang.. BAHAGIA.. AMAN!!

tp kini mengapa kau masih menghantui malam2 aku?
aku penat dengan hiruk pikuk kota!!
malam ku hanya berteman cahaya bulan..
aku ingin rehat.. tenteram..
tp pabila kau muncul aku terpaksa mencari jalan utk bangun dari tidurku yang nyenyak..
mimpi2 itu bukan lg mimpi2 indah sewaktu dulu..

cukuplah..
aku x perlu kau lg..
aku x ingin kau lg...

pergi!!!!

underneath it all~

Okay, I am finally admitting it: I love food. I love to cook. I love going out to good restaurants. But unfortunately, all this love has given me 20 (sometimes more like 25-30) extra pounds to carry around. And I hate that I've become a conflicted, cranky dieter~

just one~

I've been missing you for so many days
I keep wanting you in so many ways
I cant get you off of my mind
But true love is so hard to find

I want yet another day
I need another day
Darling, let me have another more day
And I can be anything that you want me to be, now

The sweet things you used to do to me
Sometimes you used to say them to me
I can't forget those lovely days
But this is the price I am about to pay

I want another day
You can let me have just one more day
I need one more day
And I will do anything that you want me to do

I will do anything that you want me to do, now
Say anything that you want me to say
Buy you anything you want me to buy
And I can cherish you till the day I die

If you let me have another day
Please let me have one more day
I want just one more day
And it can be anything that you want it to be

Just one more day now
You can let me have just another day, now
Please I want to stay And the day after and after
And I want all the days
And I want all the days
And I want you here by my side
And I don't want you do leave me
And You can let me have one more day
And I can love you long for the rest of my life I can cry, cry, cry

Please,Let me have just one more day
Just another day
Let me have all my days
Let me have Let me have all the days I gotta,
I Gotta I gotta have just all the days

if i have just one more day for love, hope and cure~

"I had a crazy dream last night.....
Anything I wished for could be mine.
I didn't wish for money or a mansion in Malibu,
I simply wished for one more day with you.
One more day.
One more time.
One more sunset baby I'd be satisfied."

u make me feel lonely n lost..
now i know what love is...
and i really need u in my life~

if i could have just one wish~

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

i hav a big fight with ijam..
it was my fault..
im so sorry..
i dont want to loose u~

short update!!

its 2010 now.. new chapter in my life~
hey.. i just updated my blog.. change wallpaper and stuff.. deleting childish post yang tah hape2.. ang yes.. will be blogging la pasni... older post tu mainly nk ikutkan quota yang my lect suruh post.. kalau x jangan jarap la~
hahaha~

so thats all for the momment~
see u soon~